ChackoVerse

Everything from my Universe

Welcome to the exploration of my universe.

View from the bottom: black spur forest, and the green, blue, violet aurora borealis sky

Me sitting in the thrown with a crown on my head, wearing long violet dress

About me

Who am I, you might wonder. Come and find out!

  • Special interest
    When I was thinking what could be my special interest 10-15 years ago, the answer seemed obvious – psychology, cosmology, consciousness, neurotransmitters. However, when I was finally on my way to getting diagnosed, I wasn’t so sure anymore. I feel that it’s not that intense, not that deep. I don’t even read on those topics …

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  • Depression
    After finishing school I got into Applied Physics studies in Vilnius. At that time, I had lots of hopes that moving to another city and being among people who didn’t know me would allow me to change because they didn’t have an opinion about me yet, so I’m not limited to behaving differently than I’m …

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  • My road to ADHD
    I diagnosed myself with various kinds of disorders during my studies years, but I never even thought about ADHD (attention deficit and hyperactivity disorder). When thinking about ADHD, the first thought was always “that male classmate” who walked around the classroom during the lessons and disturbed everyone’s work. And me? I was always calm, “good …

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  • Social anxiety? Not exactly
    When I was little, before school and in the first years of school, I used to find friends easily and I wanted to participate everywhere in school. However, later, when I changed the school, bullying started. Since then it seemed that everything changed, I wasn’t the same courageous girl who wanted to participate everywhere. When …

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  • I am different – a road to self-discovery
    In my teens, I thought, all people were more or less like me. I used to think, that laws were unnecessary because people wouldn’t suddenly start killing or stealing just because there are no laws forbidding it, and those who want to do that, already do it despite the law. But I was about to …

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